Read Between The Line

I have so many things to be written. Let me start with the sad part and I'll end up with a bit funny post. Ok, now I'm into the main part.

Normally I'm totally good in the "read between the line part". I could guess very well -- 90% on what happen around me. For what ever it is...whether the person got mad on me..any etc..I remained cool without making any reflection that could let the others knew that I did understand the real message. But..I think I lost the sense already.

It happened when my friend told me that I didn't have to be at the airport to give her one last good bye for this year. I kept telling her that I wanted to be there but she kept telling not to. Seriously for me I really wanted to be there. I always be with my friends till the end..

So lastly I told her that I was not going there..To be very honest I didn't go there bcuz I do respect on her privacy very very well..I don't want her bf feels awkward if I was there..or it could lead such small argument between them..well, I love my friend so I want she feels ease in all way..

But one other friend told me actually she gave an opposite hint bcuz we used to give double meaning. urghh..I don't know..For wut ever it is, I still feel that sad for not being there..but I choose for her comfort. Seriously I wish all my close friends could tell me on their true feeling as sometimes I lost my sense!

Yesterday, I posted a pict and I put "come back for good next year okay".  It's the "read between the line" from me to her. Actually I want to say to her..have a very nice rest..I know she's "tired" with few things at first..I also wish to say "rest..and clear your mind".. so when everything is being solved..please come back for good next year!

I wish all the best things for all my friends..I'm always be there for everyone of you..I'll hold your hand through thick and thin for ever after...