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Friday, November 23, 2012

What a lame life!

We were talking about the foreign countries that we visited so far. Gals talk..as always. My other two friends used to travel a lot. I only traveled twice. So I'm the least. I think it sort of a sad life that I have which I could consider as lame. But when I'm looking back of what happened to my life..hurm..

I was fighting with my own self for my study which I am not good at, at the most. Seriously. I hate computer subjects bcuz my mind couldn't understand very well on those programming subjects. I hate them...but look on what I'm doing now on. LOL. Life is funny.

Well, after those hated years I started to work..working like crazy for some time..then I got the assignment from my previous company to go to the foreign countries for every six months as their system engineer. I think it's pretty cool. But..I got the offer at the same time to further my study which is not that easy to get the opportunity.

I was about to go to Swiss and heading to US(my personal vacation) in that time but bcuz of that...and + I was so lazy to prepare my documentations..I just turned my head to the school. LOL. So in the other word, I stuck at school with those papers for 2 and half years.

I don't know, I don't have that super enthusiastic to go abroad for visit. hurm..super lame huh! Well maybe I was so sick to my life ++ busy and that's why all those things never been squeezed into my mind. I know it sounds lame..yes it is..I have to admit it but..at least I'm done with my master degree..working in the different fields and the cisco thingy.

I know myself very sure, I could not study if I'm at this age (I mean if I need to start the master course now). I never could.  It's fine now if I'm in PHD. So what I'm doing now is trying to learn as much as I could for the technical stuff before I'm moving to the other stage within the next 2 years.

I think it's ok although those made me stuck here without getting much time to have such leisure. It's fine to be re junior now..saving the claw. But I'll shoot next year or 2014 :) & only then...I could have such ease of mind to travel around if I want to. To be very honest I want to go to Swiss now and I just want to sit and relax in front of their famous lake there. Is that's it? super lame of me..


How Old are you?

Actually this is a question to my friend. To be very honest, this is the best reason why I never ever want to bring my other two friends if I have a lunch with my friend. I don't know what they are thinking on. But for me it's kind of a sensitive question. You have to look on the person that you are asking for. & the worst it's on our lunch. It's the time where we should enjoy the lunch very well. You guys not suppose to shoot the others with that question.

If I have such option I am very sure that I won't bring my other friend which I could address her,J with us along.  You just ate with her personally twice and you shoot the question. Perfect! But it will be worse if one of my other friend, H will be there. She will shoot with the other harsh questions such as 'do you have a bf?' 'when will you get marry?' etc..In the other word, yes they gonna be monster and they insist for the answer!

I'M SO SO SO SORRY TO MY FRIEND.