Since it's the fasting season, I guess the usual cleaners (ladies) are taking temporary leave as they were not in the office. Their role is being replaced with one boy. But from the way he looks, he's a local and he must be around 19..20 or 21. Whenever I look at him my heart bleeds well.
It's bcuz he's for sure a gud boy as nobody who is local youngster wants to do such work in these days & the biggest part he's a boy. There's no boys want to do that for 100% sure! I'm not saying being a cleaner is a shameful job..nope..but I'm talking about wut people wants to do.
I wish I could say to him "please go to school and study hard..it's for your future". Seeing him is just like watching my youngest brother. hurmm..if he comes from the poor family...hurm..the school is free..it just that he has to bear to come to school with that very basic equipment and maybe very less pocket money. hurmm..but we have scholarship for our secondary school! I even got it although my family is not broke. Some other students who came from the poor family got that too.
If he's that lazy bump..I don't think so as we are working in the bank so for sure we must be punctual in term of the time wise. I even saw him at 9 am today cleaning the main front door glass. Today is saturday..so it's totally impossible if he's that kind of person.
The best thing that I could think now on is he's helping his family to earn for living. Again..I wish I could say to him 'It's fine to work here like now on but wut ever happen in this world you must further your studies..you could not secure your future if u are working like this without the school'. Here, we could choose one school where we could attend the class after 7 pm or weekend and the best part the fees are extremely cheap which is less than USD200 per semester!
So who ever out there who read this post (kiddo) who is that lazy to go to the school, you must think how lucky you are as you are not having that hard living. We are the one who draw our future whenever it's gonna be good or bad. It's all up to us. Some people may say "you never ever went to such difficulties so won't understand". Well life is life so it fulls with a lot of thorn so do I. I'll write down in the other post wut happened to me in forcing myself for my future.
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Saturday, August 4, 2012
Friday, August 3, 2012
At last...
The day ended very well except the time sheet upload. I do admit this fasting season really hit me that bad. We are working with our mind for the whole day long + no food at all! So wut do u expect? 30 minutes (minimum) deep sleep is compulsory within these days in the office to recharge my mind! Yesterday, just right after I completed my last program, my mind was blurred. I didn't know what should I do! LOL. Maybe I was too relief as I was so scared to finish the last one cuz I never did any kind of that project before.
So I think I need to go to the office tomorrow morning to submit all of them. Sigh~~~. The batch run went well with no such "horror event" as I was making my super cook book! It sort of a manual how to do this..that..for the batch run..compiling & etc..Since I'm in the short term memory in those things bcuz I'm not gud at all in that area...so I need that magic book! I even did paste the screen shot how to deal with closing an online file in CICS. lololol.
Back to the main title of the post...at last I treated myself well today. LOL. But of course I took something to save myself from those foods.The feeling was totally good.
For tomorrow's plan..I'm going to the office and after that I'll go for shopping with my Scope's friend for the whole day long! I miss them a lot! Have a blessed and nice weekend to everybody :)
So I think I need to go to the office tomorrow morning to submit all of them. Sigh~~~. The batch run went well with no such "horror event" as I was making my super cook book! It sort of a manual how to do this..that..for the batch run..compiling & etc..Since I'm in the short term memory in those things bcuz I'm not gud at all in that area...so I need that magic book! I even did paste the screen shot how to deal with closing an online file in CICS. lololol.
Back to the main title of the post...at last I treated myself well today. LOL. But of course I took something to save myself from those foods.The feeling was totally good.
For tomorrow's plan..I'm going to the office and after that I'll go for shopping with my Scope's friend for the whole day long! I miss them a lot! Have a blessed and nice weekend to everybody :)
Thursday, August 2, 2012
:)
Now I could say "I love..... my job" with such happy heart. Lol. Phew..at last it's done!! The thing that I satisfy most here is I resolved the code with the most minimal favor from those angles. Actually I was about to ask my most super angle but I was saying to myself stubbornly "let me try to solve it first". My other angle also offered the favor to read the code and I refused it. hehhe..I'm in that happy..happy..happy..happy mode! Since the tangles are done...I really feel like award my own self. err...but it will ruin my diet then! but I need to reward myself..ehh..is it an excuse? LOLOL...please..please..stand with your faith to diet!!!!
This is August already so if you couldn't slim down yr self within 3 months you should get any bridge and take a shower under it to wipe those unlucky events. ahahaha..wut an excuse..but seriously I want something that is soooooo nice to treat myself as I hate coding for the whole of mylife. LOLOL. But I never ever could run away from it since 11 years back! Life is funny.
This is August already so if you couldn't slim down yr self within 3 months you should get any bridge and take a shower under it to wipe those unlucky events. ahahaha..wut an excuse..but seriously I want something that is soooooo nice to treat myself as I hate coding for the whole of mylife. LOLOL. But I never ever could run away from it since 11 years back! Life is funny.
Tuesday, July 31, 2012
My super angle
I like to thank to everybody who spent some their valuable time to answer my questions about COBOL in my office. Normally my questions will be such stupid one as I'm having different method in understanding things. I'm sorry to those who been bugged by me with the silly one. But normally those stupid questions help me so so much in solving my problem. I don't know why I used to stuck with the easy part.
I'll probably do one post about how I understanding things. hurmm..but not tonight as I have few missions to do so..like praying..washing my clothes..re arrange my books and of course for my part time job. hehehe
One example here is, I asked my friend wut's the different between control card usage by displaying the content in the JCL and the normal control card..ICPxxxx..I was so stuck as my team mate wanted me to utilize the 1st one.
I got so confused so with such half heart I came to my friend. Actually I really didn't want to ask her with such silly question like that but since she's having 10 years experience in COBOL so wut do you expect? She is that hustler & besides I think I could understand very well if she explained to me rather than the rest.
As been expected I did solve the tangle within in such short time with her well explanations. Her explanations was about about the basic but with that...I solve the hardest part.
Well, I have another angle..since I don't want to burden her with my silly questions. LOL. This guy helped me a lot to trace things...read my code one by one if something wrong happened...i.e if the report is empty..sort of...whenever I gave up I came to him.
He's my super duper angle. Since he helped me that much I could say to myself "How handsome you are....if you are still single I'm gonna give my effort to flirt you!" hahahahahahahahaha.
Besides, I have some other pre angles as the spare since I don't want to make my other angles turn to explode. LOLOL.
Seriously, I'm owing my life to them..Thank you so so so so much. I promise to myself that I'm trying to learn these things much faster. The best thing that I could offer them is the honest friendship without any single betrayal. I could stay for the tears & the laughter. Hold the hands & grow old together.
I'll probably do one post about how I understanding things. hurmm..but not tonight as I have few missions to do so..like praying..washing my clothes..re arrange my books and of course for my part time job. hehehe
One example here is, I asked my friend wut's the different between control card usage by displaying the content in the JCL and the normal control card..ICPxxxx..I was so stuck as my team mate wanted me to utilize the 1st one.
I got so confused so with such half heart I came to my friend. Actually I really didn't want to ask her with such silly question like that but since she's having 10 years experience in COBOL so wut do you expect? She is that hustler & besides I think I could understand very well if she explained to me rather than the rest.
As been expected I did solve the tangle within in such short time with her well explanations. Her explanations was about about the basic but with that...I solve the hardest part.
Well, I have another angle..since I don't want to burden her with my silly questions. LOL. This guy helped me a lot to trace things...read my code one by one if something wrong happened...i.e if the report is empty..sort of...whenever I gave up I came to him.
He's my super duper angle. Since he helped me that much I could say to myself "How handsome you are....if you are still single I'm gonna give my effort to flirt you!" hahahahahahahahaha.
Besides, I have some other pre angles as the spare since I don't want to make my other angles turn to explode. LOLOL.
Seriously, I'm owing my life to them..Thank you so so so so much. I promise to myself that I'm trying to learn these things much faster. The best thing that I could offer them is the honest friendship without any single betrayal. I could stay for the tears & the laughter. Hold the hands & grow old together.
Monday, July 30, 2012
2nd income
I did write before about I have to make sure that my 2nd income must be higher than my salary. It's for my parent. It's not that they are in such bad condition but it's more about my thought. I wish I could do a lot of things for them as much as I want to. Currently I just gave them some monthly pocket money, and some times I bought few things that they wish (but those within my budget only). hehe
My parent did divorce since I was kid. So when it's about the school's new term my daddy will give me some money to buy the new school's stuff like shoes & etc if he didn't have enough time. I was a very spoiled kid back then by my daddy. Sigh~~ Whenever he gave me money to buy the stuff I kept it whithout buying the shoes. At the end of the day he had to buy the shoes for me. Daddy I'm sorry!!!! LOL.
When I was in my campus, the scholar fund was coming in a bit late as they were confusing with our status which combining taking diploma and degree in once. Again I asked my daddy to pay the fees first which was so expensive!! My first school was so well known as one of the most expensive university. When I got the scholar money I kept it for myself!!!!!
It makes my heart bleeds very very well as I could do only limited things for him. Now I'm in such teary! tsk..tsk..tsk...
As for my mummy, when I was rambling to buy a car....she suddenly gave me her car. It just a normal car but she just paid it in full last year! So I feel that I must work very hard to give them anything that possibly could be prepared by me.
I wish I could say, daddy this new condo is for you..so do to my mum. daddy this is the latest model of honda hybrid so do to my mummy.. I wish I could do a lottttt till my last breath. tsk..tsk..tsk..ehhh...why this posting becomes an emo one?
My parent did divorce since I was kid. So when it's about the school's new term my daddy will give me some money to buy the new school's stuff like shoes & etc if he didn't have enough time. I was a very spoiled kid back then by my daddy. Sigh~~ Whenever he gave me money to buy the stuff I kept it whithout buying the shoes. At the end of the day he had to buy the shoes for me. Daddy I'm sorry!!!! LOL.
When I was in my campus, the scholar fund was coming in a bit late as they were confusing with our status which combining taking diploma and degree in once. Again I asked my daddy to pay the fees first which was so expensive!! My first school was so well known as one of the most expensive university. When I got the scholar money I kept it for myself!!!!!
It makes my heart bleeds very very well as I could do only limited things for him. Now I'm in such teary! tsk..tsk..tsk...
As for my mummy, when I was rambling to buy a car....she suddenly gave me her car. It just a normal car but she just paid it in full last year! So I feel that I must work very hard to give them anything that possibly could be prepared by me.
I wish I could say, daddy this new condo is for you..so do to my mum. daddy this is the latest model of honda hybrid so do to my mummy.. I wish I could do a lottttt till my last breath. tsk..tsk..tsk..ehhh...why this posting becomes an emo one?
Hiatus mode: facebook
I don't know why I'm being that lazy to open my facebook within these days..The last time when I came there was...urm I think 26 july..I'm sure that I miss a lot of my friend's latest info. Sorry friends..I'm in that hiatus mode...I think I love this diary rather than being there..but I know it's temporary only. I'm consoling my own mood.
I'm writing here actively as I have so less words in the office which drives me crazy! LOL.
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