I don't understand..

I wasn't be able to go out for lunch within these 2 days. 3 of my office mates complaining me why didn't I go out. It's not that I was not eating but I did take away! They claimed that I used to stress whenever they came to my place. Since I wanted to make the situation to be lighter I told them that I was not that stressed. It just that I was running out of time. But seriously, I have a lot of things to be done!

I had to run 3 batch in 2 days in a row. The thing is AO (atos) has some dead line while me and my second liner also need that region for our testing. I do understand her feelings on chasing the dateline and I also have some other things to be done. So I couldn't let myself stuck with that task alone. 2 main projects, 2 projects (almost done) + 1 small system changes are waiting for me!

I tried my best to explain my situation, I don't want to make the process slower. This is an example if I run the batch & I could complete it at 1.30 pm (without going out for lunch): my user could start to verify the reports at 2 pm right. So at 3.30 pm AO could start their batch then + I could move to my other tasks. That will fasten the time process and ease my working listing!.

The worst part, when we are running the batch, the condition won't be the same. You could not expect that if you did run the job (previously without any error) ..so you won't ever hit any error in the future. No way! There must be some. So it happened to me. One job hit error  8 times!!!! Some other failed for few times as it failed in some different steps.  These are time consuming!

I managed to complete all  in the second day at 1.30 pm. So it's fine as I could take a deep breath to relax after killing my self with so damn many errors!

At 3, AO came to my boss asking her to use the region. Just imagine if I still couldn't finish it. My boss must be in some cynical looks if I was still not completing it..not only my boss but the the AO too. I do care so much about my pride!

They won't ever care on how many batch that I have to deal with! So by finishing those earlier, I didn't have to deal with any one of them.

After lunch...at 2 pm...those waiting projects dashed to me like bullets. They need to be completed by this week. Just imagine, if I still stuck with the batch and the new tasks came like hell so how should I deal with that? I don't stress to do the code but I'm running with the time. I don't understand with them why they insisted like that so the best way was I didn't respond to the argument.

I may do a lot of stupid jokes all the time but I'm so super serious with my life-- my career..my school..& my pride! No matter what stupid things that I did, I won't jeopardize these in any single blink!