Blog Posting

I'm having this blog ever since 2007 but I think I never made so many postings although I felt like to do it. It sort of magic when I have the passion to write this much. I even feel surprise for my own self. LOL. It sort of I'm not being with myself. I prefer to choose words rather than writing. Hurm...I was analyzing my own self..why??

After thinking around 1 minute I think I did configure it out why. This happened bcuz I only come out with less than 50 words in office daily. It's for the job's related but for the personal e.g stupid jokes = almost none!! Sometimes I did if I felt super duper bored but with the half happy heart. wooooooo...

I consider myself as a talkative & I always made the stupid jokes. I'm that person for the whole of my life...and when I came to my current company I felt like dying as I couldn't find any good chemistry to do stupid jokes and it worsen as the olive and sisters came to my life. But it's going a lot of better as my "neighbor" is fine enough. I could do many stupid jokes to her so my life was enlightened.


I don't need 100 people to make me happy. It just enough if I have a few number of friends only as long as he or she is personally nice. & for sure I'm gonna try my best to treat my friends in the same way too. 


But....the good things won't last longer..my boss asked me to move to another place where I have to face olive for more than 8 hours. Damn it. 


But I think it's good enough for my friend as she doesn't need to be the victim of my stupid jokes any longer!


My boss is at my back, the project manager is in the same cube..and my team mate sits next to me. Hurmm..I think my team mate is fine but there is one big thing that I couldn't accept. I wish that one big thing never happened so it won't be this complicated. 


See how perfect my surrounding is. LOL. So obviously I'm being silent till now. I felt like crying to sit there seriously. I couldn't bear my anger whenever I saw olive. It's really killing me! & I have no mood to make such joke to the others.. Since I have so less word to be blurted so I'm shifting all my words to this spelling form. hehe..


woo..the chicken farm remains here...erkk..I think I need to clean up my room now. Actually it reflects well on how my mind looks alike now..LOL...wut ever it is I need to do the clean up now!! Gambate (work hard!) LOL..I think this so chronic as I need to do some motivation at this level to my own self just for the room cleaning..LOL + sigh~~